Why I Wrote Practicing Islam in Prison and Society: My Journey of Faith, Redemption, and Freedom

Why I Wrote Practicing Islam in Prison and Society: My Journey of Faith, Redemption, and Freedom

Introduction: From Darkness to Divine Light

Every journey begins with a turning point, when the heart finally awakens. For me, that moment came not in comfort or success, but behind the cold walls of a prison cell. “Practicing Islam in Prison and Society” was not written from a place of ease; it was born from struggle, reflection, and an unshakable realization that Allah’s mercy can reach anyone, anywhere.

Before Islam became my foundation, my life lacked direction. I was chasing satisfaction in the wrong places, trying to fill a void that only faith could heal. My choices led me to confinement, but Allah, in His infinite wisdom, used that very place to guide me back to Him.

This book is the story of that transformation, how I went from despair to peace and discovered that true freedom is not found in open spaces but in a heart surrendered to Allah.

Before Faith: Searching for Meaning in All the Wrong Places

The Struggle

Before I embraced Islam fully, I lived in confusion. I was surrounded by noise, yet spiritually empty. When I entered prison, I was forced to face myself, my regrets, my mistakes, and the emptiness I had been running from. It was then that I realized: life without Allah is a form of imprisonment itself

The Qur’an says:

“And whoever turns away from My remembrance, indeed, he will have a depressed life.” (Qur’an 20:124)

That verse described exactly how I felt before faith. My life had been filled with worldly distractions but absent of true meaning. In isolation, I began to listen to my heart, and that’s when my journey toward Islam started.

The Turning Point

At first, confinement felt like punishment. But as I began reading the Qur’an and reflecting on my life, I saw Allah’s wisdom in my situation.

The Qur’an says:

“It may be that you dislike a thing while it is good for you.” (Qur’an 2:216)

That verse became my reality. Prison, the place I once feared, became my sanctuary for repentance and growth. The silence turned into peace, and the pain became purification.

Discovering Islam: Finding Purpose Behind the Walls

Embracing Faith

When I started practicing Islam with sincerity, my entire perspective shifted. The Five Pillars, Shahada, Salah, Zakat, Sawm, and Hajj, became more than rituals; they became the framework for rebuilding my character and heart.

Through consistent prayer, I found peace. Through fasting, I saw discipline. Through repentance, I found hope.

The Prophet Muhammad ﷺ said:

“All the sons of Adam are sinners, but the best of sinners are those who repent.” (Tirmidhi)

That hadith spoke directly to my soul. I realized that my past didn’t define me, my repentance did. My heart began to heal, and for the first time, I understood what it meant to live for Allah alone.

Lessons from Confinement

Even behind bars, Islam united us. We prayed together, shared food during Ramadan, and reminded each other that Allah had not abandoned us.

The Prophet ﷺ said:

“The believers, in their mutual kindness, compassion, and sympathy, are just like one body.” (Bukhari, Muslim)

That sense of brotherhood reminded me that faith connects us beyond walls and circumstances. The Ummah became my strength, and practicing Islam in prison taught me that Allah’s mercy is not limited by location.

Why I Wrote This Book

To Inspire Hope in the Heartbroken

I wrote this read to remind others that returning to Allah is never too late. I wanted those who feel lost, behind walls, or in their daily lives, to know that redemption is possible.

Allah says:

“Say, ‘O My servants who have transgressed against themselves, do not despair of the mercy of Allah. Indeed, Allah forgives all sins.’” (Qur’an 39:53)

That verse gave me life. It erased my shame and replaced it with purpose. Through this book, my goal is to help others find the same peace I saw, the peace that comes from knowing Allah’s mercy outweighs any sin.

To Bridge the Gap Between Prison and Society

After my release, I noticed a deep disconnect between life inside and outside prison. Many brothers who found faith inside struggled to keep it alive once they re-entered society.

I wanted this book to serve as a bridge, a reminder that Islam is not only for survival in hardship but for success in every aspect of life. The same Salah that sustained me in confinement continues to ground me in freedom. Islam is a way of life, not a temporary refuge.

The Message: Faith, Forgiveness, and True Freedom

Faith Restores Direction

When I began to live Islam sincerely, my life gained meaning. Each act of worship became a step toward stability, self-respect, and self-love.

Allah says:

“Indeed, in the remembrance of Allah do hearts find rest.” (Qur’an 13:28)

Through remembrance, my restless heart found stillness. Through obedience, I found joy.

Forgiveness Heals the Soul

Forgiving myself was one of the hardest things I had to do. I carried the burden of guilt for years. But through repentance, I learned that Allah’s mercy is greater than any mistake.

The Prophet ﷺ said:

“The one who repents from sin is like the one who never sinned.” (Ibn Majah)

That hadith became my hope. I wanted others to feel that same relief, to understand that Allah welcomes every soul that turns back to Him sincerely.

Freedom Beyond the Physical

True freedom is not the ability to move; it’s the ability to surrender. When I fully submitted to Allah, I realized that I was freer in prison than I had ever been outside it.

The Prophet ﷺ said:

“The world is a prison for the believer and a paradise for the disbeliever.” (Muslim)

Those words gave me perspective. Freedom without faith is emptiness; confinement with faith is contentment.

A Message to Those Still Searching

To anyone who feels trapped, by guilt, by circumstance, or by confusion, I say this: your story isn’t over. Allah’s mercy is unlimited, and your heart is never too far gone.

If Allah could reach me in a place of isolation, He can reach anyone, anywhere. All it takes is one sincere moment, a prayer, a tear, and a step toward Him.

The Qur’an says:

“And whoever puts his trust in Allah, He will be sufficient for him.” (Qur’an 65:3)

Trusting Allah was the beginning of my freedom. That trust continues to guide me every day.

Reflection for the Reader

As you read my story, ask yourself:

                •             What does true freedom mean to me?

                •             Have I forgiven myself and others as Allah commands?

                •             How can I bring Islam into my actions, not just my words?

                •             What small step can I take today to draw closer to Allah?

Faith begins with a single choice, to turn back. And when you do, Allah meets you more than halfway.

Conclusion: From Redemption to Responsibility

Writing this book was not just about telling my story but about fulfilling a responsibility. Allah took me from darkness to light, and I owe it to others to share that light.

This book shows that faith can heal, guide, and transform anyone seeking Allah. My journey began in confinement but continues in freedom, not the freedom of movement, but the freedom of peace.

If my words can help even one person rediscover faith, find forgiveness, or start anew, then every hardship I faced has served its purpose.

The Prophet ﷺ said:

“Whoever guides someone to goodness will have a reward like one who did it.” (Muslim)